i'm alone. but am i really? relationship wise i am, but im not fully alone. i have my family. i have my friends. i have my music. i have my guitar, which has honestly become my best friend these past few weeks.
sometimes i think about us and what we used to be and maybe what we could be one day. and when i do, i get really down and feel alone. but i know that i can defeat this struggle. i care about you. i love you. i need you. i miss you a lot of times. i miss us a lot of times. but what i know about us, isthat as much as we thought it...we were never meant to be. your heart has always belonged to someone else, and i could never really have it.
sometimes when im with you i want to be yours again. i want to be in your arms again. i want there to be an us again. but i know that if there were, i'd still have that same struggle with your heart and end up hurt again.
i'm not alone,
im learning to be independent.
to be my own person.
two to none,
roads that lead away from this,
i'm following myself just this once.
and i've got spun,
it appears you're spun as well
-Andrew McMahon of Jack's Mannequin
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